As usual, while I was writing yesterday’s post, I was chatting with Kyle, and we were revisiting all of the images and sensations from the Citadel Saturday night that were pulsing through our brains. He took all the thoughts and memories and conversation and wrote a post that’s even better at summing up subspace. Y’all [...]
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Even Better
Posted in BDSM, Kyle, Visit, tagged BDSM, Kyle, Visit on February 16, 2012 | 2 Comments »
Happy Valentine’s Day, Kyle
Posted in Casey, Kyle, Visit, tagged Casey, Kyle, Visit on February 14, 2012 | 1 Comment »
My love, my partner, My beautiful boy, Thank you so much for flying down to see me. Despite the sizable challenges, we still had a wonderful visit and almost enough super fun sexytime to last us until the next visit (let’s face it – it’s never enough.) You were strong when I needed it, and [...]
I Call That Comedy?
Posted in BDSM, Casey, Kyle, Theo, tagged BDSM, Casey, Kyle, Theo on February 11, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve pulled the post I wrote called “Play D’oh!” from publication this morning after talking with Theo. My sense of humor is broad and frequently loud, and sometimes I…well, I put my foot in it. Simply stated – humor is never worth hurting someone. However, if you were up at stupid o’clock this morning when [...]
Pine Sol for the Soul
Posted in Kyle, love, Pagan, religion, Theo, tagged Kyle, love, Pagan, religion, Theo on February 4, 2012 | 4 Comments »
When I was in college, I was bitten by a rabid Buddhist. This wasn’t a unique event, as UC Berkeley is bursting with college students looking for more than a degree in physics, and you’re never really sure when you meet a Kabbalist whether they’re doing it because the little red strings look good with [...]
Here Comes the
Posted in Kyle, love, Theo, tagged Kyle, love, Theo on February 3, 2012 | 2 Comments »
You may have heard that Washington state is on the cusp of legalizing gay marriage. This is wonderful, incredible news. Kyle’s gonna be getting married. I’m so happy for him… and I guess I thought I’d handle it better than I am. Part of it is jealousy. More of it is something else. There’s a [...]
Fear Itself
Posted in Casey, fear, Kyle, Theo, tagged Casey, Fear, Kyle, Theo on January 17, 2012 | 6 Comments »
Fear and I have always had a very close, some might say romantic, relationship. Much of my crazy life has been lived at its inspiration – I soar because I’m afraid to fly. In many ways, I’m the most fearful person I know – I’m scared of airplanes, mirrors, heights and fish (yeah, go figure,) [...]
My House is Almost
Posted in Casey, Kyle, love, Theo, tagged Casey, Kyle, love, Theo on January 12, 2012 | 3 Comments »
I have not, in fact, fallen off the edge of the world. More and more I’m taking care of a house and two weasels, and waking up to the realities of my life as it was and as it is, and I am simply exhausted by the all of it all. I am also in [...]
Lucky to Be So Tired
Posted in Casey, Kyle, Theo, Therapy, Visit, tagged Casey, Kyle, Theo, Visit on December 1, 2011 | 1 Comment »
Right now I’m trying to finish the dishes, put the weasels to bed, get the weasels to STAY in bed, and put the house right before I collapse into bed myself. It’s been a good week in general – I’m still basking in the glow from a wonderful visit from Casey and Kyle, and Theo [...]
A Drawer of One’s Own
Posted in Casey, Kyle, Visit, tagged Casey, Kyle, Visit on November 26, 2011 | 2 Comments »
For Kyle’s big visit last weekend, I put together a very special anniversary gift – his own drawer in my room. I wanted to make it very clear that he has a place in my heart *and* my home, and that I cherish the times we get to spend together. In the drawer you can [...]
Missing Him
Posted in Casey, Kyle, Visit, tagged Casey, Kyle, Visit on November 21, 2011 | 8 Comments »
Kyle left last night on an airplane – we kissed and cuddled right up to the last moment we dared and then I watched him pass through security and we stood, facing each other, talking on the phone, separated by 50 feet of glass and those bank branch security belts. We talked until the hatch [...]
