My love, It’s Valentine’s Day – our first – and I miss your smile. I miss the way you move through the days with me, and the way you sweetly let me in. I miss the way you blush as your balled-up hands curl around your face when my Dom comes out to play, and [...]
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Happy Valentine’s Day, Theo
Posted in Theo, tagged Theo on February 14, 2012 | 1 Comment »
I Call That Comedy?
Posted in BDSM, Casey, Kyle, Theo, tagged BDSM, Casey, Kyle, Theo on February 11, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve pulled the post I wrote called “Play D’oh!” from publication this morning after talking with Theo. My sense of humor is broad and frequently loud, and sometimes I…well, I put my foot in it. Simply stated – humor is never worth hurting someone. However, if you were up at stupid o’clock this morning when [...]
Pine Sol for the Soul
Posted in Kyle, love, Pagan, religion, Theo, tagged Kyle, love, Pagan, religion, Theo on February 4, 2012 | 4 Comments »
When I was in college, I was bitten by a rabid Buddhist. This wasn’t a unique event, as UC Berkeley is bursting with college students looking for more than a degree in physics, and you’re never really sure when you meet a Kabbalist whether they’re doing it because the little red strings look good with [...]
Here Comes the
Posted in Kyle, love, Theo, tagged Kyle, love, Theo on February 3, 2012 | 2 Comments »
You may have heard that Washington state is on the cusp of legalizing gay marriage. This is wonderful, incredible news. Kyle’s gonna be getting married. I’m so happy for him… and I guess I thought I’d handle it better than I am. Part of it is jealousy. More of it is something else. There’s a [...]
Trust Enough
Posted in Theo, tagged Theo, trust on January 29, 2012 | 1 Comment »
One of Theo’s favorite things to do in the whole Universe is gaming. When I met them, Star Wars Galaxies was a frequent backdrop to our nights at their house, and the grief surrounding the end of that game was considerable and quite painful. Theo’s moved on to The Old Republic, and, after a month [...]
Fear Itself
Posted in Casey, fear, Kyle, Theo, tagged Casey, Fear, Kyle, Theo on January 17, 2012 | 6 Comments »
Fear and I have always had a very close, some might say romantic, relationship. Much of my crazy life has been lived at its inspiration – I soar because I’m afraid to fly. In many ways, I’m the most fearful person I know – I’m scared of airplanes, mirrors, heights and fish (yeah, go figure,) [...]
My House is Almost
Posted in Casey, Kyle, love, Theo, tagged Casey, Kyle, love, Theo on January 12, 2012 | 3 Comments »
I have not, in fact, fallen off the edge of the world. More and more I’m taking care of a house and two weasels, and waking up to the realities of my life as it was and as it is, and I am simply exhausted by the all of it all. I am also in [...]
Lucky to Be So Tired
Posted in Casey, Kyle, Theo, Therapy, Visit, tagged Casey, Kyle, Theo, Visit on December 1, 2011 | 1 Comment »
Right now I’m trying to finish the dishes, put the weasels to bed, get the weasels to STAY in bed, and put the house right before I collapse into bed myself. It’s been a good week in general – I’m still basking in the glow from a wonderful visit from Casey and Kyle, and Theo [...]
Checking In
Posted in Casey, Kyle, love, Theo, tagged Casey, Kyle, love, Theo on October 21, 2011 | 5 Comments »
It’s been close to a month since my last post here, in part because I simply haven’t had or taken the time to sit still and write, and in part because I’m still not sure what or how to write here. This month happens to be the 5th anniversary of my blog, and, although it’s [...]
Hey there, luvvies. I managed to survive the big weekend and have a lot of fun. Pictures were taken, scary ass light kits were figured out, invitations were received (to photograph IMsL next year – I fucking kid you not,) Folsom was celebrated and sex was had in public. Yeah, got ya with that one, [...]
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