Fear and I have always had a very close, some might say romantic, relationship. Much of my crazy life has been lived at its inspiration – I soar because I’m afraid to fly. In many ways, I’m the most fearful person I know – I’m scared of airplanes, mirrors, heights and fish (yeah, go figure,) [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Casey’
Fear Itself
Posted in Casey, fear, Kyle, Theo, tagged Casey, Fear, Kyle, Theo on January 17, 2012 | 5 Comments »
My House is Almost
Posted in Casey, Kyle, love, Theo, tagged Casey, Kyle, love, Theo on January 12, 2012 | 2 Comments »
I have not, in fact, fallen off the edge of the world. More and more I’m taking care of a house and two weasels, and waking up to the realities of my life as it was and as it is, and I am simply exhausted by the all of it all. I am also in [...]
Lucky to Be So Tired
Posted in Casey, Kyle, Theo, Therapy, Visit, tagged Casey, Kyle, Theo, Visit on December 1, 2011 | 1 Comment »
Right now I’m trying to finish the dishes, put the weasels to bed, get the weasels to STAY in bed, and put the house right before I collapse into bed myself. It’s been a good week in general – I’m still basking in the glow from a wonderful visit from Casey and Kyle, and Theo [...]
A Drawer of One’s Own
Posted in Casey, Kyle, Visit, tagged Casey, Kyle, Visit on November 26, 2011 | 2 Comments »
For Kyle’s big visit last weekend, I put together a very special anniversary gift – his own drawer in my room. I wanted to make it very clear that he has a place in my heart *and* my home, and that I cherish the times we get to spend together. In the drawer you can [...]
Missing Him
Posted in Casey, Kyle, Visit, tagged Casey, Kyle, Visit on November 21, 2011 | 8 Comments »
Kyle left last night on an airplane – we kissed and cuddled right up to the last moment we dared and then I watched him pass through security and we stood, facing each other, talking on the phone, separated by 50 feet of glass and those bank branch security belts. We talked until the hatch [...]
Checking In
Posted in Casey, Kyle, love, Theo, tagged Casey, Kyle, love, Theo on October 21, 2011 | 5 Comments »
It’s been close to a month since my last post here, in part because I simply haven’t had or taken the time to sit still and write, and in part because I’m still not sure what or how to write here. This month happens to be the 5th anniversary of my blog, and, although it’s [...]
Big Week
Posted in Butch Voices, Casey, Kyle, tagged Butch Voices, Casey, Kyle on August 16, 2011 | 4 Comments »
It’s rather staggering to look at everything that’s gonna happen in the next couple of weeks: Kyle flies down on Thursday to go to the Butch Voices conference. He’s been working his tail off on two sessions *and* a spoken word reading (of Asphalt.) I get to be his lovely assistant, and I’ve got my [...]
Workin’ It Like Beefcake
Posted in beefcake, Casey, HNT, Kyle, Pictures, tagged beefcake, Casey, HNT, Kyle, Pictures on August 15, 2011 | 2 Comments »
In honor of Kyle’s first day at his new job today, I thought I’d post a little somethin’ somethin’ I took last week when I was up visiting: I’ll give you three guesses what I did the second after putting the camera down…
Home Again
Posted in Kyle, Casey, Kissing girls, love, Theo, tagged Kyle, love, Kissing girls, Casey, Theo on August 13, 2011 | 6 Comments »
Ahhh…I’m back again from the great green north. I had really great visits with Theo and Kyle, although there was quite a bit of stress to be had. Miscommunications and bad luck conspired against us, but the weasels and I had a lot of fun and managed to make it back down to California in [...]
Not Rock, Nor Island
Posted in Becoming Roxy, Casey, Real life, Theo, tagged Becoming Roxy, Casey, Real life, Theo on July 28, 2011 | 2 Comments »
Despite two passionate attempts to break up with her, I am, remarkably, still seeing my therapist. That she is still speaking to me after all of my thrashing about and struggling (not to mention the arguing – oh, lord, has there been arguing) is a testament to her dedication to the job. This week’s homework/mantra [...]
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