I was born into a family without religion, which is to say that my family originally had too much religion and my parents decided to end the fighting it caused by getting rid of it entirely. In my grandparents’ era, both sides had split into bitter feuds over religion and the family was left fractured [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Loneliness’
Losing My Religion
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Becoming Roxy, Fear, Loneliness, Pagan, Pain, Real life, Secrets, Truth on April 5, 2010 | 3 Comments »
Gone Fishin*
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Loneliness, love, Pain, Pictures, Real life, Sadness, Secrets on March 31, 2010 | 1 Comment »
Sometimes when things get rough, you just gotta cry uncle. I’m gonna be taking a vacation from my online life – maybe a day, maybe a week – to give me some time to get my head screwed on straight (gayly forward.) Be seeing you… (* I actually think fishing is barbaric, so it would [...]
Bee Charming
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Bi, Bliss, Kissing girls, Loneliness, love, Real life, Sadness, Secrets, Truth on March 15, 2010 | 3 Comments »
I remember seeing Fried Green Tomatoes for the first time in the early 90s. I can’t remember if it was at a theater, or on video, but I do remember falling in love. I had had a crush on Mary Stuart Masterson for just about ever, and she was her strong, beautiful, somewhat sullen self [...]
Forgiveness
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Becoming Roxy, Fear, Loneliness, Real life, Sadness, Truth on February 7, 2010 | 4 Comments »
The morning’s still quiet here. The cats are just waking up, and so the chorus of panic over when their next meal will come hasn’t started yet. The kids and my husband are asleep, and the sky is blue-grey with little yellow streaks of sun just peaking through. I’m still trying to get over bronchitis [...]
Orienteering
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Becoming Roxy, Fear, Jesse, Kissing girls, Kyle, Loneliness, M, Nate, Real life, Sadness, Secrets, Truth, Val on December 4, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Just a few weeks remain of 2009, a year that’s brought me to my knees with pain, fear and ecstasy. I’m ready, eager to jump off into the unknown that will be 2010, eager to see where the maelstrom will drop me off, and eager to see how long the ride might last. A little [...]
The Scarlet Letter
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Becoming Roxy, Fear, Kyle, Loneliness, love, poly, Sadness, Secrets, Truth on November 2, 2009 | 2 Comments »
A can stand for a lot of things. I have readers who believe it stands for adultery, and I’ll not argue the fact. Over 2 and a half years, I’ve run away from my life into the arms, and dungeons, of seven lovers who have offered me a place to hide…a way to distract myself…and, [...]
Easy Cheesy
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Loneliness, M, poly, Real life on October 7, 2009 | 4 Comments »
I recently closed a chapter in my romantic life and my feelings have been all over the board. Having more than one love in my life doesn’t insulate me from all the same feelings over a breakup that everyone else feels. When I get sad I tend to cope with humor, and so, one night [...]
The Long Night
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Loneliness, M, Poetry, Real life on October 1, 2009 | 3 Comments »
Someone To Talk To
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Becoming Roxy, Folsom, Kyle, Loneliness, M, Nate, Secrets, Truth on September 22, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Some folks are built like onions, with layers of personality and feelings, while others act more like dictatorships, coldly navigating the treacherous waters of emotion like a mercenary out for treasure. As for me, well…I’m definitely a suburban PTA. I don’t have personalities – I have subcommittees. There’s the mom committee, and the teacher committee, [...]
Darkness
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Becoming Roxy, Fear, Loneliness, Secrets, Truth on September 13, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I love Autumn. I love the cool weather and the cold, musky rains that pull the dead leaves down out of the trees. I love Halloween and back-to-school and the way finally being comfortable and not too hot makes me feel strong and fierce again. But this darkness defeats me. I don’t miss the weather, [...]
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