One of Max’s favorite statements is “there are many truths.” I originally thought he was being a smart ass and trying to get out of something, which, to be honest, wasn’t that far off….but there’s a core of truth to it, too. Being human is rarely clear-cut. My husband moved out of the house a [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Max’
Necessary Tenderness
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Arron, BDSM, Eclipse, Educating Roxy, Kyle, Max, poly on March 2, 2010 | 6 Comments »
I started playing with my ex, Max, 3 years ago this month. With everything that’s happened since then, it seems like so much longer, because I’ve learned, and changed, so much. Back then, I had never played with anyone, and I didn’t know about places like fetlife and alt.com, and so I didn’t have anyone [...]
The Hardest Thing
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Fear, Max, Real life, Secrets, Truth on October 9, 2009 | 3 Comments »
The hardest thing is not what happened, it’s trying to come up with an answer to “why?” When you ask me to justify what’s happened and the choices I’ve made in the aftermath, I hear, “I don’t believe you” and it feels like a hard punch to the gut. Please, reconsider. Think of the pain [...]
Thank you
Posted in Catherine, Jesse, Kyle, M, Max, Nate, tagged Catherine, Jesse, Kyle, M, Max, Nate on July 31, 2009 | 9 Comments »
Real life has been very hard lately, and I owe what little sanity I have left to a small group of very dear imaginary friends who have patiently listened to me as I try to work through what’s left of my psyche and my marriage. And by “Imaginary friends” I mean friends who sit behind [...]
Conjuring the Dream
Posted in Catherine, Max, Poetry, poly, tagged Catherine, Max, Poetry, poly on May 13, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I arrive, nervous. Everything is the same – no, not quite. The couch has moved, and a brown chair covers that spot on the floor where… But that was 2 years ago. Months of dust have fallen and been swept from that floor. It smells of her. We eat, talking of Indonesia and baseball. He’s [...]
Introductions
Posted in Domino, Jade, Jesse, Kyle, Max, Other Stuff, tagged Domino, Jade, Jesse, Kyle, Max on March 28, 2009 | 1 Comment »
It has been pointed out to me, more than once, that it’s a pain in the *&#$% to try to remember all the initials I use in my blog, especially as I seem to collect “friends” like some people collect pennies. So I have spent the last month or two musing on new names for [...]
Olive Juice
Posted in Catherine, Kyle, love, Max, Z, tagged Catherine, Kyle, love, Max, Z on January 10, 2009 | 7 Comments »
This post has been kicking at me in the dark, rolling itself over and over in my head so that i can’t sleep and i have to type it out just to free myself. It’s not one i can bear to share, so i’m tucking it in amidst the bustle of Saturday, where it can [...]
Thanks
Posted in Domino, Jade, Jesse, Kyle, Max, S, V, Z, tagged Domino, Jade, Jesse, Kyle, Max, S, V, Z on November 27, 2008 | 6 Comments »
Later today, i will be gathered around a table with family and friends, sharing my love and thanks for them. With mothers, fathers and grandmothers present, though, there will be no place for a few thankfuls i’d like to express here. i have so much to be thankful for, starting with my dear readers. Thank [...]
Word came suddenly, and i barely had time to pack and set things in order before i had to leave. i kissed the kids goodbye and hugged my husband and then got in the car. It would be a 2-3 hour drive, nothing really, and one i’d done easily before. But this time my head [...]
Touch
Posted in Max, tagged Max on June 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i sat there, right behind him, wishing for the courage to reach out. i sat there, right behind him, and stalled for such a long time, watching as the miles wound down, knowing the opportunity was slipping away with every tree that raced by. i took a deep breath and made an offer, but he [...]
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