I’m listening to A Guy Named Joe by Coyote Grace on repeat right now. I got to see them live with Girlyman this week in Berkeley, and this song in particular is good at providing a bit of backbone when I need it. To say that Kyle/Casey and I had a bad day on Thursday…well, [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Pain’
Uncomfortable Truths
Posted in Casey, Kyle, love, pain, poly, Truth, tagged Casey, Kyle, love, Pain, poly, Truth on January 29, 2011 | 4 Comments »
As the World Turns
Posted in Chocolate, family, Health, pain, Therapy, Truth, tagged Chocolate, Family, Health, Pain, Therapy, Truth on November 6, 2010 | 8 Comments »
I know I’m gonna get a lot of accidental hits with this title, but it’s simply inescapable how much my life has become a soap opera. To be fair, most of the drama is internal, but that doesn’t make it any easier to take. I’ve been going to my therapist for 6 months now, and [...]
Protected: HNT – Mine
Posted in BDSM, HNT, Kyle, pain, Pictures, tagged BDSM, HNT, Kyle, Pain, Pictures on September 10, 2010 | Enter your password to view comments.
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A Hell of a Day
Posted in fear, pain, Weasels, tagged Fear, Pain, weasels on September 7, 2010 | 8 Comments »
8:05 am – Raced out the door, lunch boxes and homework in tow. We were running a few minutes late, so I hadn’t had time to finish the dishes or even get a sip of coffee. I figured I’d drop the kids off at school, go pray to the god of sweat for a while, [...]
Labors Unseen
Posted in Truth, tagged Becoming Roxy, god, love, Pain on August 4, 2010 | 4 Comments »
Most people leave the church when they want to horrify their parents – I joined one. The generation before me was rocked by feuds between brothers and cousins about which god was God, and my parents had decided to kick them all out, big Gods and small. So when I came home from a sleepover [...]
Rain
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Kyle, love, Pain, Visit on April 12, 2010 | 4 Comments »
Normally I love the rain, but today it’s just a reminder that we’re apart again. It was a wonderful, incredible weekend, even better than I could have hoped for – we fit together so beautifully, and spent hours making ecstatic love over and over and over (yes, it’s true – Kyle has a magical pussy.) [...]
The Dungeon – Part 2 (Roxy’s Take)
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged BDSM, Beauty, Bliss, Kissing girls, Kyle, Pain, Visit on April 7, 2010 | 5 Comments »
(Continued from The Dungeon – Part 1. You can read Kyle’s version here.) After Kyle had been thoroughly abused at the cross, it was time to move over to the leather swing. I praised him repeatedly as I unclipped his cuffs and then asked him to clean off the cross for me as I walked [...]
Losing My Religion
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Becoming Roxy, Fear, Loneliness, Pagan, Pain, Real life, Secrets, Truth on April 5, 2010 | 3 Comments »
I was born into a family without religion, which is to say that my family originally had too much religion and my parents decided to end the fighting it caused by getting rid of it entirely. In my grandparents’ era, both sides had split into bitter feuds over religion and the family was left fractured [...]
Gone Fishin*
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Loneliness, love, Pain, Pictures, Real life, Sadness, Secrets on March 31, 2010 | 1 Comment »
Sometimes when things get rough, you just gotta cry uncle. I’m gonna be taking a vacation from my online life – maybe a day, maybe a week – to give me some time to get my head screwed on straight (gayly forward.) Be seeing you… (* I actually think fishing is barbaric, so it would [...]
Google Fishing
Posted in Other Stuff, tagged Arron, BDSM, Eclipse, Pain, Real life on March 5, 2010 | 2 Comments »
In case you don’t follow me on Twitter, I’ll sum up my morning: 1) I woke up at stupid o’clock to go to the gym, and discovered a spider in my bra. While I was putting it on (the bra, not the spider.) The spider and I will both be needing therapy now. 2) The [...]
